I had kind of a bad night last night. I blame the time of year and the all this lovey-dovey "here's what you should by your sweetheart for Christmas" stuff floating around. I cried over the whole situation for the first time in a while; its been weeks, though, last night it felt like it happened just the day before. I managed to tire myself out enough to fall asleep around 2:45am and FOR SURE skipped my planned 6am trip to the gym. I feel better today, however, struggling a bit and fighting off thinking about him again. I guess I need longer than 5 weeks to get over it all.
Anyway, in other news....my birthday is in 7 days EXACTLY. It's hard to believe I will be 26; I feel like I should've done more with my life by now. My sister is flying in tomorrow night and staying with us through New Years, so it will be nice to have her around.
Other than that, I am so busy at work. Oddly enough, even though it drains me, I enjoy working a lot. It's only when I am not busy and my brain is not occupied that I have moments like last night.
Kim told me about a Vegas trip around Martin Luther King day (1/21). I am down if I can afford it. I would so love to drink, dance, and hang by the pool with the HOTTEST and COOLEST girls in the world!
Love you and miss you.
Anyway, in other news....my birthday is in 7 days EXACTLY. It's hard to believe I will be 26; I feel like I should've done more with my life by now. My sister is flying in tomorrow night and staying with us through New Years, so it will be nice to have her around.
Other than that, I am so busy at work. Oddly enough, even though it drains me, I enjoy working a lot. It's only when I am not busy and my brain is not occupied that I have moments like last night.
Kim told me about a Vegas trip around Martin Luther King day (1/21). I am down if I can afford it. I would so love to drink, dance, and hang by the pool with the HOTTEST and COOLEST girls in the world!
Love you and miss you.
posted by Carrie J at 3:29 PM
2to the Izzo:
Jealous you guys might be going to Vegas! We all know I can't afford to go. Maybe Atlantic City, Bri? Anyways...Carrie, it's totally okay to be sad after a hard and, let me just say, weird breakup like the one you just had. Just roll with it. And get a Netflix subscription...I find that watching lots and lots of comedies gives me something to focus on besides my boring-ass/sad life and also gives me a reason to laugh. It's a good way to catch up on all those TV shows you never had time to watch. Just sayin'.
You bring the aqua-net, I'll bring the stretch pants--we goin' to Atlantic City!
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